[M. Baumhauer]
An observation, a thought, I'm overcome by fear
Like a sign in her face I'm not able to ask
Like a
growing river of jealousy inside me
Rising out of nothing eating into my thinking
I know
I'm overcome by these
feelings
It's easy to get into such a whirlpool
Like a trap slowly built up by itself
Soon these are the only feelings that
control me
Probably wrong conclusions are buzzing inside my head
I see
How I'm slowly losing my self-control
Slipping
through my spread-out fingers like sand
It's wrong to regard these things like that
I know what I wanna do now
What there is
to do
But it's just a load
Burdened by myself
You only know you are guilty
He is able to understand me
I think to
know what eyes tell
Your miserable thoughts are growing
Now I'm looking back and realize
That everything was unfounded and
nothing
But sometimes pain is like water
Rising out of nothing and getting out of hand
