A long time ago I never knew myself. Then the memory
Of shame birthed its gift.
No more. The small one, the weak one, the
frightened one.
Running from beatings, deflating. I'm becoming more
Than a man. More than you ever were. Driven and burning
To
rise beyond Jesus.
I'm born again with snakes eyes
Becoming Godsize
I found my life was slipping through my hands.
Perhaps
Through death my life won't be so bad.
I can see you, can f**k you, inside of you. Staring through
Your eyes. Belittle
your friends to serve me, to suck me,
To realize my saving grasp. I of suicide. I the unlord.
I'm born again with snakes
eyes
Becoming Godsize
