Why!
Sometimes this beauty is choking me but at least it's your hands at my throat
Your lashes brush against my cheek
coupled with your breath on my neck
The world around you falls away and I will still be there
I know my words are like daggers but
they cut me too
And I am sorry for all the f****d up things I say I didn't mean it
And I never realized that I can be what I
hate
Lets be happy with what we have, enjoy the beauty in these days
Sometimes we'll laugh sometimes we'll scream no one said caring
was easy
I know there was a time when emotions felt like pulling teeth
Sometimes I felt so soulless I couldn't even look at
me
It's pathetic to hate who you are and it feels like hell to change
But I'll be damned if I push you away
I remember when my
dreams were dying and I damned the sun, I damned the sun to pieces
I carved hateful thoughts into my chest then you took my hand and
nothing, no nothing has ever felt the same
