Tearing, crawling under my skin
Something behind me,
something infront of me
No-one there but still...
The
screams in my head
The unseen stalker
The growing nausea
It's coming, I can hear it
Blinded by absurdity
Persecutied by fear,
From a supremacy unknown
I consign my life to the black
Selfobtained paranoia,
a constant
feeling of fear
Selfobtained paranoia
a haunted world/death is final
Forgive me father For I have...
Praying for something
non-existent
Praying for help...
No answer, No god
Insomnia my everyday plague,
ripping my hair off
Cutting my
veins
This is my world of self destruction
The screams in my head
The unseen stalker
The growing nausea
It's
coming, I can hear it
Selfobtained paranoia,
a constant feeling of fear
Selfobtained paranoia
a haunted world/death is
final
I find no solace in the eyes of your God
I find myself obeying the wishes of my essence
Searching inside my haunted
soul
Nothing, just empty darkness
Immortality is the final target
The immortality of non-existence...
Selfobtained
paranoia,
a constant feeling of fear
Selfobtained paranoia
a haunted world/death is final