It's been a while
Since I could
Hold my head up high
And It's been a while
Since I First saw you
And It's been a
while
Since I could stand
on my own two feet again
And it's been a while
Since I could call you
And everything I can
remember
As f****d up as it all may seem
The consequences that i've rendered
I stretched myself beyond my means
And It's
been a while
Since I can say
That I wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I can say
I love myself as well and
It's
been a while
Since I've gone and f****d things up
Just like I always do
and it's been a while
But all that s**t seems to
disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can remember
As f****d up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've
rendered
I'm gone and f****d things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful
day
And it's been awhile
Since I could
Look at myself straight
And it's been a while
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's
been a while
Since I've seen the way
the candles light your face
And it's been a while
But I can still remember just the way
you taste
And everything I can remember
as f****d up as it all may seem
To be,
I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my
father
He did the best he could for me
And it's been a while
Since I could
Hold my head up high
And it's been
awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
